I’ve Just Broke Up With God
I finally decided, after a very turbulent relationship with god, to break up with him and set my self free from believing in a god that is all mind made – what a revelation it has been, and I honestly feel Freedom!
It has been such an emotional roller-coaster; being in states of utter Bliss, to again fall into despair and powerlessness.
O my god, I have so much to tell you about these moments, my personal journey, and what I have recently came to realize is that even IF there even was a god, I don’t want to have anything to do with him anymore.
Yet again I have had an experience of awakening, just different this time around.
Last year something happened to me, you can read the post here:
And so many other things since then, and now I’m finally declaring myself set free, I have unleashed myself from this god.
I’m determined to confront all my beliefs, including the ones I hold as I write this; that now is a “bad time to make huge decisions as it is full moon”.
I’m not gonna believe that anymore.
It’s a really bad timing to announce this right now too as I’m in the middle of two huge list-building events and I’m – with this announcement – risking to loose many of my subscribers as well as new prospects that are visiting my site.
Oh, well. I just have to follow my intuition on this.
Oddly enough, I feel liberated. If I lose you, then it’s for the best. Not because of some godly principle, but because I – ME – chose to believe my gut feeling.
I will from now on slowly stop writing to my old lists and start building a new list of subscribers and I really hope you will want to join in and subscribe to it.
If so, you can do so by leaving your name and email where it says: “join my mailing list” (see upper right corner)
I have also decided to follow my hunches when it comes to my upcoming Online Workshop.
Instead of a month long Online WordPress Workshop, I have decided to create a membership site of my website where you can learn all that stuff for a lesser fee than the original course. (and in your own time)
You can read more about that here:
My blog will from now on about my life, my interests and my thoughts, beliefs, and spiritual rantings, without me defining what and who I am. (as well as Internet Marketing etc)
I’m no longer a healer, but sure, if someone asks for healing and I feel for it I might do that. If someone wants to get consultations on how to market their online business, or how to create a website with WordPress, then I’m definitely here to help you; just have a look at my info-page about consultations with me: http://mariaerving.com/consulting
I’m open; undefined.
Well; anyways, that was it for now.
I have the tendency to write long posts and will continue this conversation in the next:-)
All the best to you!