Life Is AmazingBy
Recently I have had many moments where I have been drawn back in memory, all the way back to when I gave everything away and took my cat, my laptop and two suitcases with me and moved from Scandinavia to Costa del Sol (Spain) about a year and a half ago.
Here’s a couple of posts from that particular time:
So many things has happened since then and looking back it seems like a dream almost and I can’t but say ‘how amazing life is!’
All the different experiences, transformational processes, everything so perfectly interwoven into this incredible web of happenings and events; all the unfoldings that has taken place, I don’t even know what to say.
Life is amazing, it’s an amazing event.
Even the tough experiences are included in this, like for example when I lost my cat (he got sick and I had to put him down).
Even when that happened I remember thinking “what is this, something is going on” and I knew intuitively that he couldn’t come with me to the next phase of my life.
I felt something was unfolding and then a couple of months later I lost my home and had to move in with friends.
And then how things unfolded from there, .. it’s just amazing to look back now that I see the larger picture of every happening that has taken place, even if it feels like talking about somebody else’s dream or life as my memory has changed significantly after my awakening.
I don’t see anything in the same way anymore. All has changed.
Thinking back on all the places I have visited, the people and friends that has come and gone, it has been so beautifully orchestrated that even now as I write this I tear up.
I love my life. I really, deeply, deeply love this life.
Who knew how things would unfold; me loosing my home, finances going down the drain, none of it matters; I love my life.
There’s so much joy here, beauty, it’s indescribable.
And how funny that I started Instagramming just when I moved to Spain, I think my first pic was from the airport (a pic of me and my cat), and since then I have been posting pics now and then, just random everyday pics from places I have been, things I have done.
It’s just nice to be able to look back and contemplate what has happened throughout all these months.
And now; I don’t even know where I’ll be after August and onward but I have no concern at all, no fear or worry whatsoever, I just feel incredibly blessed.
Why do I write this? I don’t know.
I don’t know much anymore to be honest, I just experience life as this beautiful dance between yes and no where Life presents to me things and then I move according to the pull of my strongest yes.
I’m telling you; just do it:
Do the thing you have always wanted, take the step into the unknown, take the chance to really live, because this moment right now, this is all we have, so make the most of it.
No one knows about tomorrow.
Let go into your true life because despite of its challenges it’s the most beautiful life you can ever imagine.
I saw this sign on the beach today and thought it was kind of funny 🙂
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