Trust your path and the Unknown

“Hi Maria, I would be grateful if you could help me with some advice. The last two years I’ve had the need to just focus on myself, be alone and heal and do inner work. I can’t imagine doing something that does not resonate with me, like a 9 to 5 job. I feel pain just by thinking about it. I have a court process about an apartment from my husband who died, and a few days ago my lawyer told me that I will have to move out. I’m in so much agonizing fear and pain since then, that I can’t describe. It feels like I can’t take it anymore. The worst thoughts are coming to my mind and I can’t stop it.”

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Are You Having a Spiritual Temper Tantrum?

The ego is not able to make sense of the waiting time that every transformational (and awakening) process entails, so it gets impatient, it starts to doubt and is struggling to understand why things are not happening the way it wants to. So we start behaving like an entitled little brat, trying to control life and force things to happen with our dark mood and emotional outbursts, thinking we can twist the Universe’s arm that way to get what we want. There is a way to get out of these kinds of ego fits and meltdowns though, and not even get involved in them in the first place.

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