The Truth About Spiritual Awakening

The Truth About Awakening, and Waking Up From Spirituality 

I was inspired to do this recording for you today because I feel it’s important to kind of make a clear break with the past and as I shared with you in one of my recent articles, things has radically shifted for me and I’m no longer the person I used to be.

So things are not going to be like they have been before in my Teleclasses as I have awakened from many of the things I used to teach and write about, and in this recording I’m sharing a little bit about those things just to make it clear where I stand now, and how things are going to be from now on.

In this recording I’m speaking a little bit about the truth about spiritual awakening – and also about waking up from spirituality, because that’s what awakening is; you wake up from illusion, and what the spiritual marketplace so to speak has to offer is not much different than what religion has to offer, which is just more delusion, only in different forms.

What is described as awakening is nothing more than an idea of what the ego likes to think it is, and thus more and more ego’s buy into the whole illusion. 

Spiritual awakening doesn’t make you a blissfully smiling, soft speaking “love and light” lovey-dovey type of ‘spiritual person’, that’s the spiritually enlightened ego’s idea of this whole thing (that you become more spiritual), and that’s not what it is about at all.

Truth is that when you wake up, you wake up from spirituality too.

Yes, .. you wake up from spirituality too, realizing that spirituality is one of the most effective tools for delusion there is.

This includes religion and different kinds of cults, Guru worshiping and so on; they are all pretty much the same thing.

It’s all designed by the ego to keep you from looking deeper and more closely into Truth and most importantly, into what is not true and real.

It’s never questioned in fact. 

The truth about awakening is that there can be, and many times there is, loss; loss of what you call “your life”, which can include loss of your home, a loved one, money, your reputation, loss of friends, and people and family might even resent you and leave you. 

There can be immense, terrorizing, agonizing fear, even deep and severe depression and suicidal thoughts. 

I’m telling you; awakening is a messy process and honestly I can’t but laugh sometimes when I read or hear about some people’s description and ideas of spiritual awakening.

It’s not about spiritual experiences of oneness and unity and all those kinds of things.

That’s not what awakening is; those things are spiritual experiences but they are not the same as spiritual awakening. 

In the process of awakening you have to be willing to have your egoic identity triggered and challenged and you have to be willing to go through a radical destruction of the self you take yourself to be.

What the spiritual awakening process is about in reality is that your identity unravels in the process, your world as you see it crushes, you’re dying – and you’re being born again, in Spirit, and it’s not comfortable at all;

You’re dying for God’s sake! 

It’s a process of (spiritual) death and rebirth so who in their right mind can even think that it’s a process that is filled with endless bliss, love and light?

Only the ego thinks that. Only the ego 🙂

In this recording I talk more about these things (which I know some of you can relate to that is already deep in the process of awakening) and I also invite you to join me in my Teleclasses where we can talk more.

In the live calls we can talk about whatever processes you are going through and so on, and if you have any questions or topic requests, then bring ’em on as well!

Here’s the audio recording for you:

“The Truth About Awakening and Waking Up From Spirituality” (53 min.)

The audio is now only available to members. You can find it on the Teleclasses page: GO HERE.

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This is a picture of Competa, Spain, where I’m at the moment.

(More about that here).

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You have really made a difference in how my mind works

I don’t know if I make sense, but all I can say is that I feel blissful. And I can’t thank you enough for that. I don’t know exactly how you managed this, but you have really made a difference in how my mind works.

– Silvia, Marbella, Spain

 I am so glad that I reached out to you

Maria, you are truly godsend. I cannot describe how happy I am. I have no idea what you did and how you did, but I am truly grateful to you. My words in this email cannot thank you enough. Today is the first day that I woke up feeling as if I am ready to take on the world. I am so glad that I reached out to you. I am truly grateful to you. I will definitely recommend you to my friends and family!


A calm came over me

I could feel the tension leaving my body and a calm came over me by just being in her presence. Everything flows so naturally with her and my life is more beautiful and I feel at peace knowing I have her by my side. I feel blessed to have her in my life.

Cecilia, Stockholm, Sweden

Connecting with you is magical

Maria THANK YOU. Sometimes just by connecting with you even briefly gives me instant clarity, it’s really magical, thank you so much. I trust your guidance so much, I’m just so grateful!

Can’t recommend her enough!

Working with Maria was one of the best investments I ever made in myself. I’ve seen immediate shifts in my energy as well as learned to work with my own energy and mind. It has been one of the single most transformational experiences of my life. Can’t recommend her enough!

– Chris, USA

I needed help in getting my life back

From the first sentence you spoke directly related to what I was going through, I felt so uplifted and light. It still blows me away when I think about it now! Never once did I feel judged, or uncomfortable in any way. I feel like this heavy weight of negativity has fallen away from me and I couldn’t get those awful feelings back if I tried. I can’t stress enough what a gift it is to be able to work with somebody like Maria. Talk about amazing grace!

The whole session felt as if it was operating on another level

If you can trust one thing in your life right now, trust Maria. You can trust her with your heart and soul. It’s hard to explain, the whole session felt as if it was operating on another level. I’ve never had that kind of experience before. It just felt so much bigger than I anticipated. I can tell you with absolute honesty and conviction that having a session with Maria is life-changing!

– Lisa, USA

I’ve never had a conversation like that before

I just wanted to say thank you so much again for our session yesterday, I’ve never had a conversation like that before and it was truly amazing. I could feel weight lifted as we were talking and for the first time my mind did not try to make sense of things, it was all truly felt in the heart space.

Val, Melbourne, Australia

Thank you, Maria!

I couldn’t be more grateful to have Maria in my life. Her guidance and energy is profound!

– Robert, CA, USA

I experienced a PROFOUND shift 

I can’t put into words how much you have helped me. I couldn’t have kept it all together had I not experienced a PROFOUND shift during and after my session with you.

My life has radically changed for the better

I finally know my worth. I feel so different now, I feel lighter, happier and more self confident and it’s easy to let go of people and situations that don’t serve me. I treasure the time I spend talking with Maria and look forward to my sessions with her. There has been big changes in my life, synchronicities showing up like magic and I’m constantly blown away at the business and opportunities that I’m attracting. My life has radically changed for the better after I met Maria.

— Robin, New York, USA

It was more than I could ever hoped for or expected

My experience with Maria was more than I could ever hoped for or expected. I had such a positive experience working with her. I feel like a huge weight have been lifted and I have so much more perspective on what I have been struggling with. She cleared up my energy and I feel more myself, more at peace and all around better mentally and emotionally since my sessions with her.

Miriam, Espoo, Finland

Profound shift

I can’t put into words how much you have helped me. I couldn’t have kept it all together had I not experienced a PROFOUND shift during and after my session with you.

I had a complete turnaround to my situation

The distance healing was amazing. I had a complete turnaround to my situation so many thanks for helping me transform something I had lost hope about. It’s a miracle and the outcome could not have turned out better! If you want to see a real shift not just psychological but spiritual shift, then Maria is the lady to see. I am so glad I found you!

– Sophie P

You are truly a gift to us all!

I can’t even begin to express how much I have gained internally after my session with you. You have been an instrument of peace in my life. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

– Owen, USA

My life has changed dramatically

Since plugging in to your words of wisdom my life has changed dramatically. You pointed me in the right direction and that gave me courage to continue moving through whatever process I may find myself in and the ability to take refuge in the truth within me.

I have never felt more aligned to my true self

Maria’s awareness of energies and the conditions of the mind are truly impressive. She knows exactly what’s going on. She is so attuned to other peoples’ energy that she just knows where you’re at. After working with her I have never felt more alive and aligned to my true self.

Andrew B, San Diego, CA, USA

Something happened within me that I cannot explain

After our session, something happened within me that I cannot explain nor would it even make sense to anyone. There was a part of me that felt my being been taken over by a real peacefulness that I’ve never encountered before. Sounds odd but it’s the truth.

– A.

More transformational than any other thing that I’ve tried

I highly recommend Maria! I don’t even recognize the person who started working with her a few months ago. Maria clearly sees what is blocking, stopping or limiting you. Working with her has been more transformational than any other thing that I’ve tried. There have been profound shifts in the way I see myself and the world, so many shifts in my energy and life. I find myself so much lighter and freer. Thank you Maria!

Britt, Marbella, Spain

The feeling of peace and freedom is priceless

With only that one session and the healing she carried out, I’ve been without grudges, feelings of being hurt or anything on those lines. This feeling of peace and freedom is priceless. Maria is beyond amazing. Had I not experienced it myself, I would probably not believe it. I recommend anyone who is trying hard to be truly free and really start walking down the path of self fulfillment and happiness to book a session with her.

I was taken over by a peacefulness

After our session, something happened within me that I cannot explain nor would it even make sense to anyone. There was a part of me that felt my being been taken over by a real peacefulness that I’ve never encountered before. Sounds odd but it’s the truth.

Maria is leading people to a new way of being

Maria is changing the world by her presence. She’s leading people to a new way of being. She’s rare because she’s able to see where you are at in your journey and can show you the way forward. I feel so incredibly grateful that she has been a companion during this time of change. If you feel drawn to connect with Maria I encourage you to move forward with confidence.

– Carolyn W. Asheville, NC, USA

Her unique ability to read your state helped me to breakthrough

Maria’s intuitive abilities have been instrumental to the personal growth I’ve experienced as a result of working together. I’ve had HUGE shifts in my beliefs. Her undivided attention, presence and unique ability to read your state helped me to breakthrough and release old patterns and replace them with new self-empowering practices that have truly shifted my life. I would highly recommend Maria to anyone. I am forever changed and forever grateful!

Joanna, USA

Could not more highly recommend

Maria is the real deal. You will sense it the moment you lay eyes on her. She offered much, much more than I’ve derived from other teachers; highly specific and personal recommendations. It is as though I got a crash graduate course from spirit. Could not more highly recommend!

Catherine Rondeau, Westport, Connecticut, USA

Maria helped me recreate my life

Maria is amazing. She is a gift to this world with an incredible intuitive ability. She has helped me to refocus my energy and recreate my life.

C. Málaga, Spain

I certainly did not expect this

I certainly did not expect this, l have had periods of such intense joy and bliss, Love with an underlying peace that’s been consistent. l don’t understand it intellectually but my heart see’s it clearly. It’s been wonderful, I feel a true sense of connection and being rooted with in and there is just an openness and trust, and a sense of wonder and amazement. I am truly grateful, Thank you. Sincerely.

Mark Neely, Allentown, Pennsylvania, USA

I cannot believe what you were able to achieve in one session

I don’t really know where to start. I find myself at a loss for words. All I can say to you is Thank You. This was unlike any healing session that I have ever been in and I say that from the bottom of my skeptical, over analytical heart who had literally tried everything one could think of. I cannot recommend you enough to other people, you are a gift. I also cannot believe what you were able to achieve in one session, to me it is groundbreaking. Thank you!!!

Rosie Bebawi, Marbella, Spain



  1. Mark

    There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth: not going all the way, and not starting. – Buddha

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  3. Don

    wow maria its so refreshing to hear someone say it as it really is and yes boy am I right there, just as if you know all about me ! ….thank you so much

  4. I’m so glad to hear that Don 🙂

    Yes, my blog is like a ‘journal’ almost where I have shared from my awakening process before I knew exactly what was happening as well as when I was in the awakening process and now after the awakening, so I’m glad to hear that what I shared in this audio was somehow helpful to you because I know that this path is not all about “love and light” lol! 🙂

    I know that many can relate to what I have shared both in the past (older articles etc) and also today like in this audio for example, so thank you for letting me know that it resonated with you, it’s always nice to hear.

    It’s literally a death and rebirth process and the one who began the journey (or as in my case; when the awakening happened to me without me choosing it) and the one who wakes up is not the one and the same.

    So looking back even to some of my earlier Teleclasses for example I can see with absolute clarity how the false self tried to save itself because of the challenging life-situation I was in in regards to losing my home and so on.

    But all that was of course helping the awakening, and so here I am today;

    A new phase of my life has begun and who knows what will come next.

    All I know is that I will continue writing and sharing from my own life as well as answering questions from my readers/members of my site, following the thread and current of Life that is laid up in front of me as I go.

    And I will continue to do my Teleclasses etc etc, only in different ways since I don’t like the word “class” so much anymore because of the simple fact that it’s mostly about unlearning and not learning.

    The journey continues; there’s no end to the evolutionary process, and I love that about life!

    We are forever evolving, expanding and discovering more and more about ourselves and life..! 🙂

  5. Suva

    How did you awaken? Would like to hear about it. What you said resonates with me.

  6. It was a very long process that span over a period of a decade or so, too much to share in a comment, but I have shared lots of my processes and the things I went through here on my website which I started to write in 2009.

    In many ways my website is a documentation of how my process unfolded for me and how I came to the day when I knew I was done (when the process was over and I had awakened).

    This doesn’t mean however that I’m done evolving and growing, it just means I have awakened.

    Life goes on – albeit in a different way than before 🙂

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